I DREAMT BOTH OF US
Evangelista 2:25 AM
I HOPE not For a heart that's been torn
there's not much you can do
but to understand.
Don't worry i will free you when it's finally time
for you to go.
There's no easy way
to let go of something that i know
will never happen again.
But i will face the world around me
knowing that i'm strong enough to let you go.
I'm fully aware that you only came into my life for a while
and that time will come when i have to give you up.
Then that's the end of it.
There goes my life.
You left me at the very moment
that i can't give you up
i cried for the memories, pain and the times i thought i had you.
i know you're not mine
but holding on to you have become my way of keeping me alive.
i wish you could see the tears running from my eyes
because it spells the truth about how i really feel inside.
Don't worry, my tears won't blame you.
Those are just words that my heart uses to explain.
When even my smile can't even cover my pain.
it's been quite a while and still i can't get out from your shadow.
till this very moment
i'm still tring to pick up those pieces.
Thank you for the love and pain,
the pain that i'll always remember.
Even now my heart still aches in sadness
and secret tears still flows.
I hope one day i can finally say
'I'm over you'.
You're still with me
even though you're not on my side
I hope one day i will be able to stand next to you
without wanting to hold your hand.
somewhere down my journey,
i will fall in love again.
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